how do you express how you feel and think after you've preached your first sermon on a sunday morning? i dont know just how to because i cant quite clear my mind to do so.
first of all, i am deeply humbled and in awe of God's Spirit at work in me because i know it isnt by my own capability at all. rather, i know that i am so technically flawed -- i stuttered at my own sentences, pronunciation was really bad, and i couldnt bite my words well. i went back and hear my sermon again, and even as an audience i was quite sure i didnt want to hear myself again because it was pretty painful to do so.
second, i am gratefully indebted to pastor alvin and joe for running through the first draft of the sermon. they've corrected and given me much suggestions and feedback and it was there that i've build up from them. moreover, it was a risk that pastor alvin has taken to give kevin and me the opportunity to take the pulpit.
last, i'm humbled by the feedback and assurance that others have given me after the service on sunday. i was almost astounded by the amount of positive comments i've received and it absolutely humbled me. i was speechless and my heart was just filled with praise and thanksgiving to our almighty God who can use absolutely anyone to accomplish His work and purpose.
thank You Lord. thank You Jesus!
thank You Lord. thank You Jesus!
